tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32618211982745240352024-03-06T02:00:02.132-05:00Putting Hubby ThroughThe wife of a graduate student tells her story.ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.comBlogger88125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3261821198274524035.post-18695735116075932082009-03-29T02:00:00.000-04:002009-03-29T02:01:29.890-04:00Is It Really Worth It?Over the last few weeks I have really been considering if I should keep posting to this blog. The desire to free myself from distractions and grow closer to the Lord keeps tugging on my heart. Some times I wonder if all this technology is even worth the effort it takes to maintain it.<br /><br />And then there's the issue of privacy. Am I putting my family's life at risk by posting stories and pictures online for the whole world to see? (Although, according to my sitemeter data, very little of the world is actually bothering to look at this blog - probably because I post so sporadically.)<br /><br />The jury is still out on this one. I think I just need to discipline my daily routine and then determine if there is an open time to blog. Discipline continues to be a central theme in my life. <br /><br />With Easter and Holy Week approaching, I am especially feeling the call to focus myself on what matters most. Does blogging stack up next to the rest of my priorities? Can I find a time to blog that isn't at 2am when my husband is on hall duty?<br /><br />When I have the answers, I'll let you know.ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3261821198274524035.post-83683036730023752312009-03-04T23:14:00.003-05:002009-03-04T23:21:48.413-05:00Michael Ryan Sleeps Soundly While Mommy Reads Into the Wee Hours of the Night<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjmM12N71XKHS-OI7me2FTN37xsai114CHIQElYblQ44Dt7DytfLV2z6uqoX8sIAMegCxjllkRqVo6NDmmfqW_baFtvplPJeEluTcj9__cmjyz93x93R4TUpMx4OExeEQ_kheppkYH0Ae7w/s1600-h/Feet+003.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjmM12N71XKHS-OI7me2FTN37xsai114CHIQElYblQ44Dt7DytfLV2z6uqoX8sIAMegCxjllkRqVo6NDmmfqW_baFtvplPJeEluTcj9__cmjyz93x93R4TUpMx4OExeEQ_kheppkYH0Ae7w/s400/Feet+003.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5309553124227902482" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5cChilHeE_V9yd2tQ2OoZ3C1oVbz4UmlhaJCpPF3prF5Cn3dFkaT59pmGV-HA1k62hRZY3AH9CyzEjCk3ocWMFyMPWf6xnbMesa5a4x0NzMBKsM4YdJUQFKmamhsstYw9kKUN4xgjPIR9/s1600-h/Feet+004.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj5cChilHeE_V9yd2tQ2OoZ3C1oVbz4UmlhaJCpPF3prF5Cn3dFkaT59pmGV-HA1k62hRZY3AH9CyzEjCk3ocWMFyMPWf6xnbMesa5a4x0NzMBKsM4YdJUQFKmamhsstYw9kKUN4xgjPIR9/s400/Feet+004.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5309552746164537746" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7jWWsh0mbUpUeCbqvEJ_UGZ6_-twBQJlNRcoy0viBM-C2hg4hbEJeNOdnVhTJZs8rhyBMTPoaWXTGPXWOgimFbaGMJoxwavlSrXPdBZYN7QrFu-1axkdWsMf-JNe5Lg4gIHhzAmirMpdB/s1600-h/Feet+001.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7jWWsh0mbUpUeCbqvEJ_UGZ6_-twBQJlNRcoy0viBM-C2hg4hbEJeNOdnVhTJZs8rhyBMTPoaWXTGPXWOgimFbaGMJoxwavlSrXPdBZYN7QrFu-1axkdWsMf-JNe5Lg4gIHhzAmirMpdB/s400/Feet+001.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5309552439212560690" border="0" /></a>ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3261821198274524035.post-13219364817520167842009-03-04T23:11:00.000-05:002009-03-04T23:11:18.639-05:00Pausing Life for a Good ReadDo you ever get sucked into a book? Have you experienced a day when all other tasks go to the wayside while you devour the text in front of you? Have you stayed up until the wee hours of the morning, bleary-eyed and immune to time, because you <span style="font-style: italic;">have </span>to know what happens next?<br /><br />Then you know what I am talking about.<br /><br />Every once in awhile I go on binge readings. This is nothing new. I can remember nights during my childhood when I would hide under the covers with a flashlight to feed my reading habit, praying that my parents wouldn't notice the light seeping out from the crack under my door.<br /><br />The past two days I've spent reading <a href="http://www.amazon.com/State-Fear-Michael-Crichton/dp/0061782661/ref=pd_bbs_sr_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1236225024&sr=8-1">State of Fear</a> by Michael Crichton. It certainly is a page turner. And turned the pages I have. My only awareness of time passing came from Michael's demands to nurse. On occasion I thought, <span style="font-style: italic;">man, this kid wants to eat every five minutes</span>, to realize that two hours had passed since I last looked at the clock.<br /><br />The final page has been turned.<br /><br />And I have some new ideas to mull over. The whole story centers around the "global warming" hype and the repercussions of ideologue environmentalists. I found it a particularly interesting read in light of all the <a href="http://in.reuters.com/article/oilRpt/idINN0454844120090304?pageNumber=1&virtualBrandChannel=0">political developments</a> on the topic these days. Has the State of Fear reached beyond the pages of Crichton's book into today's American society? I am beginning to wonder...ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3261821198274524035.post-20684400480070313202009-03-01T12:00:00.000-05:002009-03-01T12:00:00.355-05:00Daddy's Hand<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBhUi8xi7wm1rzYQDFyGp09Sxykb6PeZf1W_MfMyV3WcGslig4kJj_-t_1D4kXa7oY3yp_d1s7ffUC1RYT1-7iJvlMy_t6SqT98C83DTdSgl64Zg5RZO4eSFkuS3uSomm-Y7nolVeuA6Li/s1600-h/Hands+009.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBhUi8xi7wm1rzYQDFyGp09Sxykb6PeZf1W_MfMyV3WcGslig4kJj_-t_1D4kXa7oY3yp_d1s7ffUC1RYT1-7iJvlMy_t6SqT98C83DTdSgl64Zg5RZO4eSFkuS3uSomm-Y7nolVeuA6Li/s400/Hands+009.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5308125041676939282" border="0" /></a>ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3261821198274524035.post-38186297790200947312009-03-01T02:45:00.001-05:002009-03-01T02:45:20.631-05:00Concidence? Ryan Thinks Not.Ryan was on hall duty tonight. Since I can't seem to find my way to bed while he is still awake, I spent the evening watching movies & clicking around the internet. I stumbled onto <a href="http://arlinghaus.typepad.com/blog/weight-loss/">this blog</a>, which, coincidentally, speaks of issues I am currently battling: gluttony, sloth, & weight loss.<br /><br />*Sigh*<br /><br />I am convicted. I have to make "induced exercise" a priority. I must learn patience (because it sounds like my exercise won't become an enjoyable habit for at least a year). I'm gonna have to get off my duff and surrender my lazy ways.<br /><br />More on this topic later.ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3261821198274524035.post-23619906416587397922009-03-01T01:39:00.001-05:002009-03-01T02:53:38.204-05:00My Favorite Moment<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjorF4lubE0c_Ld6zMMmlpl2AeXZCzbzNqO2UFmdlkBrTJrWhTg9fgYqRAK6_9AGYscTTLSBk_wW0xjR3ajhmLewtPREBq2PrvCjqqJUQHLH2GiWRcDAxocuZVS6maK2VY5SbCsgjPtKOs7/s1600-h/Hands+005.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjorF4lubE0c_Ld6zMMmlpl2AeXZCzbzNqO2UFmdlkBrTJrWhTg9fgYqRAK6_9AGYscTTLSBk_wW0xjR3ajhmLewtPREBq2PrvCjqqJUQHLH2GiWRcDAxocuZVS6maK2VY5SbCsgjPtKOs7/s400/Hands+005.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5308105596710503234" border="0" /></a>ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3261821198274524035.post-6617432233139501072009-02-28T02:15:00.000-05:002009-02-28T02:16:23.406-05:00Thank Goodness, I Am Not AloneAs I sit here dealing with my own sore chest, it's nice to know that I am not alone in my breastfeeding challenges. I am referring to Jennifer F.'s <a href="http://www.conversiondiary.com/2009/02/7-quick-takes-friday-vol-23.html">#3 Quick Takes Friday</a> post on her apprehension to begin nursing a new baby. <br /><br />When I followed the link to her original breastfeeding post I was shocked to read all the testimonials about nursing challenges - and straight up pain. Until now, all I've been told is the rather aggravating mantra "breastfeeding shouldn't hurt." <br /><br />Well, it does hurt. And I'm sick of feeling like something is wrong with <span style="font-style: italic;">me </span>because I feel pain while nursing! I've found examples of other women suffering initial breastfeeding pain that only abates with time's passage. Maybe I'm not crazy or disfunctional for feeling pain!<br /><br />It was also great to get more perspectives on breast yeast infections. I've already gone through one round of prescription meds to eradicate one such infection. But I think it might be back again. I was under the impression that my baby had to have very obvious thrush symptoms to qualify for a yeast infection. <a href="http://www.breastfeed-essentials.com/thrush.html">Not so</a>, according to Breastfeeding Essentials. Apparently everything can look normal and still be infected.<br /><br />I found suggestions for treatment options too. Not to mention a clearer understanding of the possible causes for a yeast infection. During Michael's first six weeks I was given at least 4 doses of antibiotics (GBS positive, c-section surgery, c-section post-op, c-section postpardum). Michael also had a dose or two during his NICU stage. Did I eat yogurt to help replenish the good bacteria? Nope - didn't have a clue it was helpful.<br /><br />After seeing all the comments on Jennifer F.'s blog I see that breastfeeding challenges (and pain) are typical. It's really unfortunate that nursing can be so difficult. And yet, I find comfort in the realization <span style="font-style: italic;">I am not alone</span>.ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3261821198274524035.post-20910855411136606692009-02-25T19:09:00.002-05:002009-03-01T02:46:15.179-05:00Wordless (Ash) Wednesday<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEilBYe1Td-ydXuvsZToThyphenhyphenTCYerbbzCKCARDXPg9U8CjEBMND8g508FWcjwK7yX6SG8YP8I0_lzzKmXoff349J_F9AJJgpYB5z312rzYfsQbdRk1ckttIZO5mZC4sKdiWI41fb1R8ftq6Bo/s1600-h/New+Outfits+089.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 300px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEilBYe1Td-ydXuvsZToThyphenhyphenTCYerbbzCKCARDXPg9U8CjEBMND8g508FWcjwK7yX6SG8YP8I0_lzzKmXoff349J_F9AJJgpYB5z312rzYfsQbdRk1ckttIZO5mZC4sKdiWI41fb1R8ftq6Bo/s400/New+Outfits+089.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5306892152222280786" border="0" /></a>ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3261821198274524035.post-39709833649514204902009-02-25T00:39:00.003-05:002009-02-25T00:42:51.683-05:00Blogging BirthdayI just realized - this blog is officially one year old! Check out <a href="http://puttinghubbythrough.blogspot.com/2008/02/confessions.html">my very first post</a> from February 20, 2008. Wow. What a change my path has taken since that first post. God is good. All the time.ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3261821198274524035.post-70706886622501121362009-02-24T23:59:00.002-05:002009-03-01T02:46:43.639-05:00Mardi Gras vs. Lenten SacrificeI am currently waffling between two possible Lenten sacrifices. They are both a huge distraction in my life, especially as I've been tied to my home taking care of a new baby.<br /><br />#1 - SUGAR and all sugary products, including cookies, cakes, brownies, chocolates, ice cream, syrup, jam, donuts, hot chocolate, soda, and anything else yet unlisted.<br /><br />#2 - online TV shows. Many hours have been wasted waiting for the show to queue and getting sucked in to <span style="font-style: italic;">just one more</span> episode (it never really is just one).<br /><br />As I've been reflecting on how best to sacrifice for the next 40 days (not including Sundays, of course) I keep getting a little nagging thought in the back of my mind. Maybe I should go big and forgo both options. Perhaps I could even use my undistracted free time in prayer or spiritual reading. Heck, I might even make these sacrifices a habit and continue through the Easter season - and beyond!<br /><br />The fact is that I feel the glut of too much sugar & TV. I am ready for a change. I am yearning for a change. I <span style="font-style: italic;">seriously need</span> a change. Lent sprung up on me this year, but it couldn't have come at a better time. I am so ready to purge myself of distraction, to feel the burn of exercising my willpower against vices (and on the treadmill too). I have great expectations for the next six weeks. And now that I've made my pledge a public affair, I can count on you to keep me accountable.<br /><br />Here's to a wonderful and fruitful Lent 2009!ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3261821198274524035.post-2259335585849216852009-02-22T23:59:00.002-05:002009-02-23T01:24:23.591-05:00Fourth Time's a CharmToday was one of those days. The kind where I realize that I have to reconstruct my old ways of thinking to include a baby. It's the little things - you know, like getting <span style="font-style: italic;">anywhere</span> on time. Especially getting to Mass on time.<br /><br />Ryan and I had big plans to make it to the 12:15pm Mass this afternoon. Then he was up until 3am on hall duty last night (for his residence life job), an hour later than anticipated. I need at least 2 hours to get up and out the door on time for mass with baby Michael. I woke up too late. We notice it's snowing like crazy. We decide to attend a later Mass.<br /><br />So we plan on going to the 5:30pm instead. And then a friend who lives in NY wants to drop by because she is only in town until tomorrow evening. By the time we usher her out the door and dig out the car, it's 5:22pm and we're late. Plus Ryan has work to do and would prefer to go to the 8:00pm Mass here on campus.<br /><br />I leave to attend a social event and plan to return to campus <span style="font-style: italic;">no later</span> than 7:45pm. Of course, as I'm walking out the door of the event at 7:40pm Michael is beginning to fuss. And it's still snowing. By the time I nurse Michael, change his diaper, and gingerly navigate my way to the car to avoid a total wipeout, I'm late again.<br /><br />Our fourth and final option is to attend a dorm Mass with my sister on the ND campus. It starts at 10:00pm. I can't believe I'm actually attending a Mass that barely meets the Sunday requirement. But this time I'm ready. We are out the door by 9:35pm and in the chapel before most of the students stumble through the door. I am finally at Mass <span style="font-style: italic;">early</span>.<br /><br />Then I proceed to spend the next hour jiggling and swaying and making faces at Michael. I may be there physically, but I'm having a real difficult time keeping myself there mentally.<br /><br />It's just one of those days.ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3261821198274524035.post-67939394034355028422009-02-21T08:00:00.000-05:002009-02-21T08:00:01.259-05:00Awe & AmazementThere are times when I stare at the face of my child in awe & amazement. How in the world is there a little person, who is half of me, living & breathing in my arms?<br /><br />Where did he come from? How did he get here? Why have I been blessed with this wonderful gift?<br /><br />I don't think it will ever cease to marvel at the miracle that is Michael Ryan.ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3261821198274524035.post-31172170793364774782009-02-21T00:57:00.001-05:002009-02-21T00:58:21.850-05:00Ain't It Crazy?Why am I awake at 12:49am? <br /><br />No, it's not because the baby is awake and demanding a diaper change or nursing session.<br /><br />No, it's not because I just returned home from a wonderful, romantic date with my husband (while my son was cared for by a loving Grandmother who rocked him into a blissful 6 hour sleep).<br /><br />Why then?<br /><br />Because my husband is awake. And I am a perpetual night owl. And he has another all-night project to work on, due tomorrow morning. And I'm too tired to get myself out of this chair, wash my face, and actually go to sleep in my own bed.<br /><br />Because I am living the life of a pseudo graduate student.<br /><br />Because my little man is asleep and if I try to remove him from his carseat he will awaken and demand to be nursed back to sleep. And the only time I get to type on my computer is when he sleeps.<br /><br />So. Here I am. Type, type, typing away...ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3261821198274524035.post-75131526463046900512009-01-30T12:20:00.001-05:002009-01-30T12:21:10.354-05:00Six Weeks Older (& Wiser)Michael Ryan is six weeks old today. It feels like he was just born yesterday, and somehow, like I've never been without him. We are starting to get used to each other, but I don't yet feel competent in my role as mother. <br /><br />For example: I'm still wearing pajamas (as in, just rolled out of bed, unshowered, messy hair, the works) and it's officially the afternoon.<br /><br />Last week I was quite inspired by Michael's entry into the Church and decided to make attending daily mass a priority. All I have to do is walk across the campus parking lot, and there Christ is, ready for me in the Eucharist each day at 12:05 or 12:25pm. The little guy and I made it to daily mass three times last week and twice this week. <br /><br />I've noticed a marked difference in how well I am able to handle my vocation in the past two weeks, especially on the days I make it to mass. I have a center to my day, I get up and moving, and my inability to be a perfect housewife & mother doesn't bother me so much. Actually, I am more likely to finish those chores & projects that constantly hang over my head when I go to mass!<br /><br />It never ceases to amaze me how my inadequate efforts to pray and center my day around mass reap such an abundance of peace in my life. My hope is to make mass a habit in my daily life, the action that anchors my routine. And I think it will get easier as time goes on, as I learn how to better care for Michael and as he settles into his own routines.<br /><br />I'll keep you posted on my progress!ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3261821198274524035.post-46704948732659391512009-01-19T18:13:00.000-05:002009-01-19T18:13:43.944-05:00Baptism Day (or, Michael Ryan's De-Paganization)Michael is officially a month old today. And today is the first day I've really felt pulled together since he was born. That doesn't mean I've finished all the tasks I've hoped to do. But mentally, spiritually, and emotionally I feel like I am on a better track this week. Good thing it's Monday (and not Friday!). At this moment I've got the little angel face tucked in a sling and he's making all sorts of cute little noises, like he's singing along to the music playing.<br /><br />Yesterday, January 18th, Ryan & I gathered with family and friends to celebrate Michael's introduction into the Catholic church via the waters of baptism. It was a wonderful day. We had over 30 people who were able to witness our joyous event. I had sent out a mass email last week letting everyone know about the baptism and inviting anyone who was interested to stop by and join us at the church at 1:30pm. How exciting to see my grandparents, ladies from my CRHP group, and all our Steubie friends in attendance! Seriously, Michael is one popular little man.<br /><br />Ryan and I chose to baptize Michael Ryan by full immersion in the water. It required a delicate dance to get him in and out of his diaper, soft fluffy white towel, and baptismal gown - but with the helpful hands of his godmama, Suzy, we were able to avoid any "accidents" during the baptism.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgZQht5zuQY6Hk7QxWfw8-SwT1SknNk7NzHdpEwNBMj_imRCgQFG2jUly0ePUfK46SOtt97HcP3OcCFcl7ntUogqTbm0Oq7XYT73AM-zMpE3iKy7Gejuk5BNUCRTocqrqo-fFlRvAc4TjE9/s1600-h/Baptism+041.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgZQht5zuQY6Hk7QxWfw8-SwT1SknNk7NzHdpEwNBMj_imRCgQFG2jUly0ePUfK46SOtt97HcP3OcCFcl7ntUogqTbm0Oq7XYT73AM-zMpE3iKy7Gejuk5BNUCRTocqrqo-fFlRvAc4TjE9/s400/Baptism+041.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5293143714670869330" border="0" /></a><br />He looked like a new person after the baptism, he really did. The white gown revealed the difference in his soul in such a tangible way for me. Yesterday I fully appreciated and understood the reason for having sacramentals like a baptismal gown. He looked so pure and fresh in his new outfit! He even <span style="font-style: italic;">smells </span>holy - all spicy and wonderful from his chrism. I love the fact that Michael is now a little saint, without the stain of sin on his baby soul. I hope he always stays this way! He has been smiling a lot today, another factor I contribute to his baptism. It seems like he is happier.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiyL8OYSk0h-qEyUuH2SDHPO_SDh8URweCOL1o_aEbUgFquG27fgcvJirh_rAcDUltW83nWJZRdHrvidg40jjFf8Mh-gATHyyohiEsGVEZmU9uogxiKQyoRofyvFNKbJAds-9TI01t3yhlp/s1600-h/Baptism+045b.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 316px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiyL8OYSk0h-qEyUuH2SDHPO_SDh8URweCOL1o_aEbUgFquG27fgcvJirh_rAcDUltW83nWJZRdHrvidg40jjFf8Mh-gATHyyohiEsGVEZmU9uogxiKQyoRofyvFNKbJAds-9TI01t3yhlp/s400/Baptism+045b.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5293144952549450834" border="0" /></a><br />So, now the burden of Michael's pure little soul is really on my shoulders. I think that's why I felt compelled to get up and to mass this morning (well, noon, to be more specific). I want to give him every opportunity to grow in holiness - which requires me to pull my own act together. I think daily mass is a good way to center my days. So that will be my goal. If I do nothing else each day, I want to make sure Michael and I attend mass. Pray for me and my stamina!ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3261821198274524035.post-60552859637901988662009-01-05T14:53:00.003-05:002009-01-05T15:01:56.602-05:00Nap TimeAll is quiet round the house (eh, apartment, if you wanna be specific). I've discovered that I can relieve my lap of Michael's cozy little self if I put him in the bouncer and then bounce it with my foot. He just loves to be in someone's arms, that feeling of comfort and movement. And I just love to snuggle him - only it makes typing on my laptop very difficult. <br /><br />So I have come to a compromise. I am able to see his little face and gauge his needs when he's in the bouncer. I can also do a little work on my computer because my hands are actually free. <br /><br />Here's the funny thing: I am finally all settled, with Michael nestled down in his chair, and my eyelids are beginning to droop. It's mid-afternoon. The sun is beginning to fade away from the windows. Nap time. I guess all that computer work will have to wait...ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3261821198274524035.post-3556158767634902702009-01-03T10:33:00.001-05:002009-01-03T10:34:45.714-05:00The Little Man Who Could (and Does)Taking care of a brand new little person is a lot more difficult than I ever anticipated. Just when I think his tummy is full & he's clean all over - something inevitably spews out of his little body. The last day or so has been a rash of spitting up (and one projectile vomiting incident. Seriously, it looked like a fountain coming out of his mouth). The few days before that, peeing out the back of his little newborn diapers. Four outfit changes in less than an hour. Our laundry schedule is on serious overload.<br /><br />[As I sit here now, with the little man on my lap while I type away, more spit-up arrives on the scene.]<br /><br />But then an even weirder phenomenon occurs. I start to look into his little eyes, to watch the myriad of expressions that cross his face in the course of 30 seconds, and I fall in love all over again. This effect is strengthened when his little eyes stare back into mine, or when his tiny baby fingers grasp my own adult-sized finger.<br /><br />Yes, Michael Ryan, I will continue to care for you, change your diapers, wipe the spit-up off your face, change those urine soaked little outfits & bedsheets - even when my OCD cleanliness factor can't stand it anymore (it's a genetic thing - just ask my mother, or grandmothers). I'll wash a load or 2 of laundry every day, even though it takes 3 days for the same load of clean clothes to make it back into the drawers. And, most especially, I promise to keep covering your face in mommy kisses and to always snuggle with you and hold you and rock you and comfort you. Because you are a gift. A very precious gift.ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3261821198274524035.post-22351784686859698322008-12-30T21:06:00.002-05:002008-12-30T21:10:01.244-05:00Michael Ryan's Big AdventureToday Michael Ryan is 10 days old. That means that we have been out of the hospital as long as we were in it to begin with. Only the last 5 days have gone by much faster than the first 5 days.<br /><br />I think I've done a pretty good job at trying to recuperate from surgery and not push myself too hard. After three days on the couch with my legs up and darling husband fulfilling my every request (within reason, of course!), I decided today was a good day to run some errands. My mother came up to shop with Michael and me - and to help me do all the heavy lifting & driving, as I am restricted from both activities. <br /><br />We took little MR to the mall. And it was insanely busy inside. I realized two things on our adventure this afternoon. #1) I love my Chico stroller. It turns on a dime and takes very little effort to push. #2) Other women cannot resist a newborn. I found myself in conversation with so many women, whether we were in the bathroom or the check-out line. They all wanted to know Michael's age - and I was amused by the responses when they found out he was 10 days old. "Good for you for getting out!" one woman told me. <br /><br />It seemed strange to me. Why was I being applauded for leaving my home so soon after the birth of my child? <br /><br />Having returned home, totally exhausted, I understand a little better their supportive statements. It's really difficult to go with a newborn, in maternity clothes that don't fit because regular clothes don't fit either (one big motivation for shopping today), and walk all over creation to participate in consumerism. I can't imagine trying to shop without my mother helping me! Every errand takes longer to fulfill and I get worn out so quickly from walking. Not to mention the fact that I have make pit-stops along the way to care for my hungry/wet son. <br /><br />How in the world am I going to manage these errands on my own in just a few weeks?<br /><br />Luckily, I still get to cash in the post-surgery sympathy card at the moment. I plan to focus on resting up and healing myself so that when the day comes for me to make due on my own I will be ready for the challenge. Right now, however, I am going to take a nap.ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3261821198274524035.post-27942963033226596772008-12-28T12:00:00.000-05:002008-12-28T12:00:01.696-05:00The Best Laid Plans.......often go awry. Isn't that the truth? Here is the second half of Michael Ryan's birth story, and how I've had to deal with many unexpected events this week.<br /><br />After Michael was born our whole family met us in the recovery room. It was beautiful to see the joy on our sisters' and parents' faces. Michael's godmother was even able to meet him, only 5 hours before she had to hop on plane for California. I spent our first night together just staring at his precious little face and watching the sunlight gradually brighten my hospital room. I just couldn't believe he was really mine... And then our families returned on Saturday to hold and cuddle and photograph the adorable new member of our clan.<br /><br />I noticed throughout the day that my poor little man was having a hard time breastfeeding because he couldn't breathe very well. His little nose was so congested. After awhile we called the nurses to see if they could help him. They tried, but it didn't seem to make a difference. And soon Michael was getting fussy and starting to cough from his congestion. When the nurses returned the 2nd time they brought NICU (Neonatal Intensive Care Unit) with them. I was so tired and out of it that when NICU told me to kiss my little boy good-bye I didn't understand why - wasn't he only going to be gone for an hour or so?<br /><br />About half and hour later I realized that Michael wasn't coming back anytime soon. And so we embarked on four very long and stressful days, waiting for our son to be released from NICU. Saturday night I was an emotional wreak. The c-section had already interfered with my bonding to Michael Ryan, I was beyond exhausted from zero sleep the night before, and now the NICU was holding by baby hostage from me. All I could do was cry myself to sleep all night long.<br /><br />I spent Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday racing back and forth the the NICU to breastfeed Michael Ryan whenever he started to fuss. It was a long process just to get down there. First I had to take care of myself and make sure I'd received pain meds before I left. Then I would hole up in my corner of the NICU with Michael and try not to tangle myself in his IV and monitor cords while attempting to learn how to breastfeed him. I quickly became friends with the nurses and lactation consultants during our stay!<br /><br />It was so gut-wrenching to go into the NICU. I missed my son, of course, but at least he was full-term and fairly healthy. The doctors wanted to moniter him because they thought he swallowed meconium and they wanted to make sure he was getting enough nutrition with his late start to breastfeeding. All the other babies though... They were so tiny, smaller than my hand. And I would see their mothers come in, day after day, with no hope of going home anytime soon. At least I could hope to be home for Christmas, only a few days away. I spent a lot of time praying for those other babies, as I held my son who was 2 or 3 times bigger than each of them.<br /><br />It was a rough four days for Ryan and I. At first we thought we might get to go home on Monday or Tuesday. Then it was Tuesday or Wednesday. Each time the doctor came to update us it seemed like Michael's release date was pushed back. And we just couldn't understand why. All I wanted was to take my little boy home for Christmas!<br /><br />The other challenge with the NICU was how extremely crowded they became while we were there. It seemed like for each baby that was sent home, 2 or 3 new ones would arrive in his place. Michael Ryan was definitely taking up space that NICU needed for the really sick babies. Ryan and I watched as the rooms became more and more full with little preemie babies.<br /><br />Finally, on Tuesday night I was officially released from the hospital. Because Michael wouldn't be allowed go home until Wednesday, Christmas Eve, at the very earliest, Ryan and I opted to stay in a "parent room" free of charge at the hospital. We packed up all our bags and moved into another smaller hospital room down the hall. When we went to breastfeed him that evening we couldn't find our little guy in his usual spot! He had been moved to a tiny edge of the room, a little peninsula in the paths of the nurses. The NICU was so crowded that we couldn't even find a spot to nurse our little boy. A nurse had to bring him down to our parent room to nurse and then we had to call for them to take him back when he was finished. It was insane! Why couldn't we just go home?<br /><br />That's when the NICU had the idea to move us into one of the internal parent rooms, right off the NICU corridor. They would let us sleep in the room with Michael Ryan as long as he was on a monitor. It was like a halfway deal - we did the work of the nurses to free them up, and in return we were "allowed" to sleep in the same room as our son. So Ryan and I packed our bags again and waited to be called down the NICU room. I truly felt like we were Mary, Joseph, and the baby Jesus with no room for us in the inn.<br /><br />Sleeping in the tiny parent room (filled to the brim with a pull-out couch, recliner, and Michael's rolling crib) was less than comfortable, to say the least. And the monitor would go off in these spastic binges of noise that we weren't able to quiet. In addition, Michael was beginning to jaundice and the doctors were extremely hesitant to release him if his bilireuben levels continued to rise. I wasn't sure if I would be able to survive one more night of sleepless chaos and I was quickly nearing my breaking point.<br /><br />At last the dawn broke (not that we could tell, as the NICU parent room had no windows) and the doctor release Michael to our care on one condition - we had to take him to a medpoint on Christmas day to do another bilireuben level check. Anything, we told him, would be worth getting to leave this hosptial on Christmas Eve! The last hour was another agonizing wait for the necessary paperwork and suddenly we were in our own car, free to go whereever we pleased. It was like walking out of a dark movie theater into the afternoon sunlight, disorienting but very pleasing nonetheless.<br /><br />Our little family spent a wonderful Christmas Eve at home with my parents and sisters. I was still exhausted, but so glad to be on my own turf. After 5 nights in the hospital, I finally slept soundly in my own bed, with Michael Ryan cuddled next to me. We woke up the next morning and even made it to Christmas Day mass. I spent a beautiful 24 hours with my family, sans hospitals.<br /><br />Then we had to go back.<br /><br />Another day, another challenge. The medpoint where we stopped at to get the bilireuben test for Michael was unable to accommodate us because they were all out of small vials! So off we went to the ER and back to the hospital I just left the day before. We spent over an hour in an empty waiting room before we discovered that someone had dropped the ball and forgotten about us. So, it took us about 3 hours to receive a 1o minute test - and I was again frustrated and exhausted from medical mayhem.<br /><br />Our Christmas day ended on a more pleasant note with another family gathering at my in-laws' home. All in all, I received the best gift I could ever want - our firstborn son in my arms and at home on Christmas day. He is so perfect and beautiful and absolutely wonderful to behold. I am in awe at God's gift to us, a tiny and trusting little eternal soul to care for the rest of our lives. Even though my hopes for Michael Ryan's birth were different than the outcome, I know that God's plans are always better than my own. Perhaps it is a grace that my plans go awry - so that the greater glory of God will be known.<br /><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><a href="http://puttinghubbythrough.blogspot.com/2008/12/announcing-birth-of-michael-ryan.html">To read Part I of Michael's birth story, go here.</a></span>ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3261821198274524035.post-69609400185820344402008-12-27T11:59:00.002-05:002008-12-27T12:10:29.488-05:00Announcing the Birth of Michael Ryan!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgGcDwYt5HKo0JfWBzXzTIgwgF7sSellpz9YdPALKBee9B9PMoBq5F_aQzgJ9TMMGm-4r0HxWyJlSn5pAXVnDrO1CKfB87yFu80C2p8NyK124Tq7CUuhD82XaKpgewGbKZyNIXqvjKL6oZ8/s1600-h/Michael+Ryan+%26+Christmas+%28A%26R%29+041.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 301px; height: 401px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgGcDwYt5HKo0JfWBzXzTIgwgF7sSellpz9YdPALKBee9B9PMoBq5F_aQzgJ9TMMGm-4r0HxWyJlSn5pAXVnDrO1CKfB87yFu80C2p8NyK124Tq7CUuhD82XaKpgewGbKZyNIXqvjKL6oZ8/s400/Michael+Ryan+%26+Christmas+%28A%26R%29+041.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5284505863631908706" border="0" /></a><br />Our dear little Advent gift was born on Friday, December 19th at 11:49pm. He came out via an unexpected c-section because the little bugger was breech and we've had a crazy week ever since. The best part of this whole birth experience has been getting to know our newborn son. He has so many cute expressions and ways to tell us what he is thinking or wanting. I've totally and utterly fallen in love with Michael Ryan - and all he does is eat, sleep, and poop!<br /><br />Here is our story.<br /><br />Friday morning I woke up in early stage labor, but I wasn't sure it was for real. It didn't really hurt and as I had no idea what a contraction felt like... It was all new to me. What tipped me off was my insane nesting attack throughout the day. Ryan and I cleaned the whole apartment, did some major reorganization of pantries and closets and piles of gifts. And I was determined to wrap all my Christmas gifts before the little guy came. We almost made it.<br /><br />My water broke at 6:00pm and we were off to the hospital by 7:15pm. At that point I knew it was real labor, and everything was moving fast. They checked me at 8:00pm and I was already 5 cm dialated.<br /><br />Ryan and I had already decided to go for a natural birth and we just finished our Bradley Method classes on Wednesday. This is the part of the story where Ryan really shines. He eased right into the role of coach and made my labor so easy to deal with. My pain was centered in my back and Ryan spent most of labor massaging all the sore spots and applying counter-pressure during contractions.<br /><br />All I wanted to do that night was soak in a nice warm bath in the hospital jacuzzi - especially since we don't have a bathtub in our apartment! First, however, the nurses had to give me penicillin drip because I tested GBS positive. It took us an hour just to get the meds to the room (thanks to hospital chaos) and then I had to wait another 30 minutes for the antibiotic to drip into my IV (which, by the way, is rather painful and worse than the actual contractions). It was about 10pm by the time I was going to be allowed to crawl into the tub. And then I felt sick...<br /><br />So they checked me again. This time, however, the nurse didn't say anything. She just told us that she wanted to take a scan. It turned out that the little stinker had flipped around in the womb and was definitely butt-side-down breech. Suddenly there was a change in plans. Here I was, nearly ready to push him out and really starting to feel those contractions, and they were telling me I have to have a c-section instead. My midwife wouldn't be able to turn him around because I was too far along in labor, at least 9 cm dialated at this point, and they didn't want to risk a prolapsed cord or some other distressing turn of events.<br /><br />It took another hour to get me from my laboring room to the surgery room. The waiting period was bit extended because my midwife had yet to arrive. It turns out that on her way to the hospital she was hit by a drunk driver! Luckily, she was fine and she made it to the c-section just in time.<br /><br />I think this was the most difficult time in my labor, both physically and emotionally. The contractions were really intense, but I would have been fine if I knew I got to push soon. Changing plans to a c-section, however, kind of broke my spirit. I no longer wanted to deal with the pain and was totally focused on when the doctors would "take it away." It was a very challenging hour, especially when they had to separate me from Ryan during my surgery prep.<br /><br />And so, the doctors numbed me up with a spinal block and proceeded to cut my baby out of me. After having gone unmedicated through most of labor and then experiencing a c-section, I can tell you that I prefer the labor pains to the "pain-free" c-section. Give me natural birth any day.<br /><br />Michael Ryan entered the world by a different route than I had anticipated, but I can truly say he was worth it. Ryan was able to cut the cord, put on his first diaper, and then cuddle our little boy skin-to-skin on his chest while I was being put back together. I am so thankful for Ryan's calm and levelheadedness that night. He freaked out a bit when he found out I had to undergo surgery, but he didn't show it to me. I was also very peaceful about having a c-section. I knew that I did the best I could for our son and sometimes the best laid plans go awry.<br /><br />And man, oh man, did our plans go awry this last week! I'll have more on this in a continued post...ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3261821198274524035.post-10517770007381563272008-12-16T22:30:00.003-05:002008-12-16T22:38:49.183-05:00A Good ReadRyan and I recently stumbled on a good book: <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Good-Girl-Revolution-Self-Esteem-Standards/dp/0812975367/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1229484691&sr=1-1"><span style="font-style: italic;">The Good Girl Revolution</span> by Wendy Shalit</a>. We do this thing where we read out loud to each other (Ryan says it feels like we should be in a Victorian reading room) and discuss our thoughts as we go. Needless to say, we don't move through the book very quickly. But it sure has beefed up our conversations this week. And I'll take any distraction I can get while waiting for Michael Ryan to arrive!ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3261821198274524035.post-76120111460421112602008-12-14T00:24:00.002-05:002008-12-14T00:34:28.034-05:00Hangin' With My HubbyRyan is on hall duty tonight. That means we get to sit quietly in our apartment with the door open from 10pm to 2am to make sure the boys are following all the rules. Ryan's job is enforcer. My job is moral support.<br /><br />I am so tired - this is all I can think to write. It doesn't help that it just now took me a solid 5 minutes to remember the term "moral support" (and I reacted with disdain and disbelief when Ryan vocalized the phrase for me - until I realized he was, in fact, correct).<br /><br />Only an hour and a half to go...ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3261821198274524035.post-7928867658463125652008-12-10T21:36:00.004-05:002008-12-10T21:40:37.964-05:0038 Weeks<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnwUQ-teeIkvYKKK_JoBy7sK0tugGh6TqXHkDszFvUGLtJZgv3iVEa8kyJvD0jEKlTBOYBN8oO7K-izDiAvLGbPQ81jxt7YxFGYFS4JS8tU8Ac3cM0v0HW-P_7p5LdKsFAdKICxUBldiaf/s1600-h/2008-12-07+002+Thirty-Eight+Weeks+Pregnant.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 196px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnwUQ-teeIkvYKKK_JoBy7sK0tugGh6TqXHkDszFvUGLtJZgv3iVEa8kyJvD0jEKlTBOYBN8oO7K-izDiAvLGbPQ81jxt7YxFGYFS4JS8tU8Ac3cM0v0HW-P_7p5LdKsFAdKICxUBldiaf/s400/2008-12-07+002+Thirty-Eight+Weeks+Pregnant.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5278356768772187602" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEim8WBxKzaQGPdLaywJqSdjzSv-ulc8SibgqsdDj7xK7HkW_06JY9JwiC5zLrV-QRjsi_u7HxJEVtMIcCK_JlpaNevxh87i5kK4WY9jmdV6UMoyPRWE3fsHEgJz9X_ZBG0bJlwKNZaAiBNm/s1600-h/2008-12-07+002+Thirty-Eight+Weeks+Pregnant.jpg"><br /></a>ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3261821198274524035.post-56682816398857028982008-12-10T21:34:00.001-05:002008-12-10T21:35:26.910-05:00In This Second Week of Advent......I am very tired.<br /><br />The baby gestational clock is really ticking now. And I am starting to feel the discomforts at the end of pregnancy. It's funny how eventually the bodily pains and impatience overshadow any fears of labor pain. I just want Michael Ryan out! But not at this very moment. He's under specific orders to wait until Baby Sister returns home from Europe on the 14th. And then Ryan is finished with his semester on the 15th. Come anytime after that. Preferably before the 17th - when M.R.'s godparents leave for California. Got all that little-one-in-womb?<br /><br />With the arrival of Advent, I have been so much more aware of Michael Ryan's impending birth. He really could be a Christmas baby, with a due date on the 21st. And I have a wonderful feeling of communion with the Virgin Mary, waiting for my son, as she waited for her son Jesus to be born. It gives me a deeper perspective on the meaning of Christmas. To think of Mary riding on a donkey for endless miles also keeps me from complaining about my own inconveniences!<br /><br />I've been trying to take it very slow this Advent season - to really reflect on the season and the coming Christmas celebration. It's been nice to be done with my job, to be able to spend those 40 hours a week working on other projects with an unhurried pace. I am slowly completing a list of tasks before Michael Ryan arrives. Slow is the key word here. <br /><br />My successes so far: washing & organizing the baby clothes, putting up Christmas decorations, purchasing almost all the Christmas gifts, and (finally!) finishing baby thank you notes. I've also typed up a birth plan, selected a family doctor, and attended my first Le Leche League meeting. I feel about 80% prepared for Michael's birth - enough that I am not freaking out, but all is not quite finished. I still have a stack of baby gifts to sift through & organize, those Christmas gifts need to be wrapped, and I have a couple of photo album projects I would really like to complete. Each day I just try to do the best I can and go to sleep in peace with what I have accomplished. <br /><br />In this second week of Advent...<br /><br />...life is good - even if I'm tired.ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3261821198274524035.post-71402060821558104672008-11-21T12:50:00.002-05:002008-11-21T12:58:22.165-05:00First Snow!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEha3Z18Jdy6uCZQhxwmyRijDPalJCVtu29_eUddyAiTa4zZhvpRaIgtrYITiDs4-59Rhbkr7suKWkjzdn3LPRC-OQp9gOHS-t9D5HhnIUfpjM7yxndhhPCTufVCl2cM4BetVDfiXrXGMR2Q/s1600-h/First+Snow+011.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 0pt 10px 10px; float: right; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEha3Z18Jdy6uCZQhxwmyRijDPalJCVtu29_eUddyAiTa4zZhvpRaIgtrYITiDs4-59Rhbkr7suKWkjzdn3LPRC-OQp9gOHS-t9D5HhnIUfpjM7yxndhhPCTufVCl2cM4BetVDfiXrXGMR2Q/s320/First+Snow+011.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5271163864592848690" border="0" /></a><br />I don't like snow. Well, I don't really like snow after dealing with it for a long time. But it's always exciting when you get your first really good snow of the season. And ours has come early this year!<br /><br />Notice the nice (zipped-up) maternity coat that I am sporting in this picture. I had been wavering on whether or not to purchase a coat because I only have a month left to go. However, my desire for warmth finally trumped my frugality. Yesterday my mother and I went shopping and found a nice, cozy winter coat to fit the expanding dimensions of my belly. And boy, I sure didn't wait a moment too long! The lake-effect snow kicked in about an hour after our stop at the mall. A very fortunate event!<br /><br />Then last night Ryan and I had to get out and play in the fresh, puffy snow. We threw on our coats over our pajamas and grabbed the camera. I think a few of the hall residents gave us funny looks on our way out the door. I often wonder what they think of us.... I mean, we are obviously older than them, married, and having a baby - BUT - then we have these moments when we can't help but play like little kids.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizQUHvu6Ph3z89maaheX3K4NLA-9IwTnoIqa15CL5UNE3Znbvq0RE78XwUEtsjKpxjUyFfXE06DrzcaMSYCSfrdECGxNZmj6tUxMtyfzb2_iK3zJnbOEaeucxEVyhc-215FjQ-102T_td2/s1600-h/First+Snow+024.jpg"><img style="margin: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; float: left; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizQUHvu6Ph3z89maaheX3K4NLA-9IwTnoIqa15CL5UNE3Znbvq0RE78XwUEtsjKpxjUyFfXE06DrzcaMSYCSfrdECGxNZmj6tUxMtyfzb2_iK3zJnbOEaeucxEVyhc-215FjQ-102T_td2/s320/First+Snow+024.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5271170617927391794" border="0" /></a>And then we woke up this morning to...<br /><br />...MORE SNOW!<br /><br />Here's a picture of Ryan digging out our car this morning, on his way to class. Even with a foot of snow, and more falling, the university didn't cancel classes. It's an unheard of luxery around here - an honest to goodness snow day.<br /><br />I am enjoying the snow now. We'll see how long it lasts!ashleyraehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09376783956652179489noreply@blogger.com1